(Source: blessedwithafuckingcurse)
» time 2 days ago
Heartbroken
My boyfriend of eight months broke up with me. I feel like my heart has been ripped out of my chest. I know that sounds super cheesy but it describes exactly how I feel. He can’t love me anymore. It can’t be possible. This just proves my theory I said from the beginning. No one can absolutely love me. Not like a romantic love…. At least not forever. He used to say he loved me and that he’ll never stop but that was obviously a lie. Eight months of the lies. I’m nice. I’m a good person. I’m never mean to anyone. Why can’t I find someone who will love me forever and mean it? And the most effed up part about this is that I still love him. That won’t ever go away. He said we can still be friends until school is over. But what if by then he finds someone else? Two years is a long time, easily enough to find someone cooler, smarter, prettier, funnier, ….just…. better. I don’t want him to find someone he can laugh, kiss, hug, cuddle, and hold hands with…. I want that to be me. And if it does ever happen again, it won’t be the same because I’ll know that he stopped loving me. Stopped. I knew he wouldn’t last forever, it makes sense though, I don’t bring much to the table. Kinda confirmed that with this relationship right?
